“I ask for Forgiveness “

I ask for forgiveness. We have started the spring in the world. April is around the corner and nearly here. Thoughts of springs past and I realize. As much as I am in the here and now, a piece of me is connected to my past.

I ask for forgiveness. That thread is happy and sad entwined together.So many triumphs. I am grateful for as the awards and accomplishments and meeting so many friends along the way. Just as many events have threatened my survival.

I ask for forgiveness. My years of running away. From my truths, any truth, reality and my mistakes. Being in the wrong. Place at the wrong time just as many as the right. So many exciting adventures and wonderful ventures that have brought much joy.

I ask for forgiveness to all of you whom I called frantically in the middle of the night, wondering if my visions were a dream or reality.The endless phone cards looking for someone or anyone who could be there with me holding my hand or my heart. Pleading to you for your help and your love.

Today I ask for your forgiveness . So many of you gave with your hearts-hugs ,encouragement ,your energy, your time, money,places,gifts, clothes, fees waived, clothes, food,bar tabs and opportunities and most of all your patience and understanding and unconditional love.

Perhaps I never said it or mentioned it enough. I am grateful and ask for forgiveness.